The truth is I miss you
But I don't want to hurt you
I'll stay away
I'll keep you safe from me
And all this depression and agony.
I hope deep down you know still
I love you now and always will
And for you, I'd do anything to show
I'm always yours, but I have to go
So you can heal and I can learn
That your friendship is something I have to earn.
But know that you will never lose me,
I'm not gone, I'm only fading
To disappear for just a while
Until I figure all this out
So I can come back ever stronger
To be the friend that you deserve
I don't know why,
But I looked up at the moon
And cried about you tonight.
The sky was dark and blue
And as I thought of you,
The rain started pouring down.
No one can hold out their umbrellas
No, I've done this to myself
I'll walk though my own puddles.
On my cheeks the rain and tears mix.
Nothing can fix this.
Unless…
Come dance with me in the rain.
Save your last dance for me
And I'll pretend its raining.
Thank you
For making all my pain wash away
Like water running down my back
You take away all the sadness
And fill me up with love
Sometimes I wonder if I will make it,
But one look in your eyes makes everything alright.
You're sweet like chocolate,
Oh how I crave your taste.
Every time you're gone,
I keep hoping you'll come my way,
And you do.
Always there like a silent haze
I'm sorry if sometimes I gaze
too long into those gorgeous blue eyes of yours.
Your presence is intoxicating
If I'm alone tonight it will be worth waiting
Just for you to come home to me
Asleep in your bed contemplating
What it feels like to be dreamin
My new addiction to you consumes
every step I take,
every choice that I make,
and it brings me to this:
to trace your lips with my fingertips,
to see my reflection in your eyes,
to run my hands along your spine,
to graze my teeth against your jawline,
to run my fingers through your hair.
This new addiction isn't fair.
Your skin's so incredible to touch,
I just can't hold back enough.
There is no end to our sweet goodbyes,
each last kiss can't satisfy
the need to be by your side.
I wish that we didn't have to hide,
I almost kissed you that day
but someone was watching outside.
Where can we both go
that no one will know?
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Well, I've recently started to teach myself jewelry making. I'm just a beginner, but I've decided to make a new DA for just my jewelry. It's called amethyst-bunny ~amethyst-bunny (https://www.deviantart.com/amethyst-bunny). you should check it out!
I was thinking about tattoos today [probably because one of my friends is getting one soon], but anyway... I always say I want a tattoo, but I never know what I would want on me forever. And I think I finally figured it out! [Sort of]. I think I want a quote about love, that really makes sense to me and means a lot to me. But I need help findint the perfect quote... so if you know any love quotes or lyrics, let me know!!
Thanks!